Thursday, January 29, 2009

New Day

Today is a new day. Fresh with no mistakes (I know that couldn't be any more cliche if I tried...I'm gagging too).

While we have to live with the consequences of the happenings of the days before, there is always room to make better choices and to change our outlook. I've been feeling bogged down. Feeling, at times, like I'm not sure I can go on. Yet somehow, I woke up this morning with the desire to get things together. To stay together for myself, my husband and my kids. I do not know where that came from, but it's there.

It's an amazing thing and I'm glad for it.

I have a home visit today from Family-Child Resources. They've been following Finn from early on and were the ones who got her into physiotherapy and things like that. The usual girl is now on Maternity leave and so a new girl is coming today and therefore, the need to make yet another good first impression. I seriously considered cancelling it this morning, but I won't. So I'm off to make this house presentable. And myself. And my kids. And pretend that I've got it all together. Or at least mostly.


  1. thinking of you and praying that the new girl is a perfect match!!!

  2. I will pray for you again tonight (Dude, you have no idea how big a deal it is when i tell someone i'll pray for them these days...and i've told you twice in two days! i must think you're something special) :o)
    I hope tomorrow is a good day too. How did the appointment go?